SINCE THEN I’VE BEEN SCARED OF SEX – Anonymous 003
There’s this relative living with us. Anytime we’re home alone, she’ll touch my private part and caress it and also put off her clothing and take my hand to caress her private part. One day, she made me finger her and later opened up her private part with her hands and made me look inside. The sight shocked me, she’s not a clean girl and I lost the erection she manufactured. I was not 10 yet and she was almost 20. Since then I’ve been scared of sex, never had sex. Anytime I tried to have sex I lose my erection.
How long has this sexual abuse / behaviour occurred/been occurring?
A long time
Have you ever told anyone or received help?
Who did you tell or what type of help did you receive?
Have you noticed any physical or medical changes with your body as a result of the sexual abuse?
I can’t keep an erection during sex.
What has been the emotional or psychological effects you’ve experienced as a result of the sexual abuse?
Do you wish to further speak with mental health professionals about this?