I was young, went on a vacation with a cousin, he touched me and squeeze my penis until I urinated and it happened many times till I left that place. When I returned the next year, same thing. After that I told no one but kept my distance from him and moved on with my life. Low key, no one knows I struggled from masturbation addiction since then and of course, porn addiction. I thought it was my fault cos I might have had a hand in it but he was an adult and I was just 12.
It made me think I was gay but somehow I’m talking myself out of that narrative. I haven’t completely healed but I will one day. I’m sure of it.
How long has this sexual abuse / behaviour occurred/been occurring?
7 and 8 years ago
Have you ever told anyone or received help?
Not really
Who did you tell or what type of help did you receive?
Motivational and counselling
Have you noticed any physical or medical changes with your body as a result of the sexual abuse?
A friend, didn’t end well
What has been the emotional or psychological effects you’ve experienced as a result of the sexual abuse?
No
Do you wish to further speak with mental health professionals about this?
No
